Words that cannot be said..

It is such a suffer when there are so many things you would like to share with your friends, but you just can't seem to say it out.
All bottled up in yourself.
Even though you tried to talk to them, they just, see it as a joke.

Why though?

Whenever they need someone to comfort them, I'll be there.
Whenever they want to rant out their feelings, I'll be there.
But, when I need them, where are they?

It's not like it's the first time or second time, it's been like this even before I can remember.
Maybe, that's my life.

14.09.2018 [Friday]

Lately, I've been having lots of thoughts running in my mind.
"What's the purpose of life?"
"Is life a dream or we are actually living?"
"Is there next life?"
"What happened to my past life?"

All those small thoughts are slowly invading my mind and leave me hanging afloat. They're slowly drowning me into my own world. Slowly, I'm drifting away from me...